Kyle Adam-James Kindley

2005 - 2006
LocationGlossop
Age5 months
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth10/11/2005
Date of Death22/04/2006
Visitors3,870 since 31/08/2008
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Kyle Adam-James,, Born on he 10th of November 2005,, I was so happy when he was born,, he was the best thing that had happened to me,, i know at the time i was at a young age of 16 but my life was filled with joy when i first found out you i was pregant with you.

Your Story starts on the day i found out i was pregnant,, not realising that i was pregnant i had put lots of weight on and started to get really bad stomach cramps,, so as you do i went to the doctors and they confirmed to me that i was 5 months pregnant,, when i told your daddy the great news he just simply turned round and said that you wasn't his and he moved to spain. I didn't need him any way,, it was just going to be you and my family. I carried you for 6 months and then my waters broke, nanny and grandad took me to the hospital where it took 4 hours to give bitrh to you. Before i got chance to see you they whisked you off. For you see your lungs had not developed properly and therefore you could not breath on your own. They finally let me see you and you were such a beautiful baby,, i just wanted to hold you and take you home. You spent a month in hospital where you were constantly watched. Then they told me you could come home,, i was over the moon. I took you home on the 29th of December,, i decided to make that day christmas day for you because you were in hospital on christmas day,, i so wish you was at home that day. A month went by,, one morning i woke up at 5 am as you always wanted a feed at that time,, when i didn't hear you crying i got up and went to have a look at you,, you weren't breathing,, i called for an ambulance and they came straight away. They took you to the hospital where i was told you had to be but on a life support machine to keep you alive,, you spent a month on life suport machine when i decided that it was not fair to keep you alive as you couldn't breathe on you own and your heart wouldn't beat on its own so on the 30th of January 2006 doctors swithced off the machine,, but to our amazment and my joy,, you began to breathe on your own. It was a miracle,, i was filled with joy and happiness and i cried tears of joy because my little boy was a fighter. However it was not all done,, the doctors found out that you had a whole in your heart and had to have a transplant imediatley. You had your transplant on the 5th February and it all went well,, all the time you were in hospital i never left your side,, they finally let you come home. But 2 days after you had been able to come home you were back in again,, you had various infections. They told me to brace my self for thr worst case scenario,, i couldn't believe it. But you battled it and were allowed home on the 19th of March. I was so happy that i had you at home once again. Nanny and Grandad & Aunty Gemma & Alex were so happy aswell you were such a beautiful baby. However on the 16th April 2006,, i awoke with a strange felling it was 3 am and i just felt something had happened,, i got up and went to your cot. i picked you up and you weren't breathing but you still had a pulse, i rung an ambulance and they came out as soon as they could,, Nanny came in the ambulance with me and you,, while Grandad followed in the car with Aunty Gemma & Alex And Uncle Ben who was only 2 at the time. We got to the hospital,, the doctors managed to get you breathing again but your heart was beating only 20 times a minute. You fought for 6 days,, on the 5th day your heart beat was 30 beats a minute but on the 22nd of April 2006 i picked you up to change your clothes,, they didn't like me changing your clothes but i was you mummy and it was my job to do so. So on the 22nd of April around 2 pm i picked you up to change your clothes,, i changed your clothes,, you were fast asleep,, i held you in my arms for at least 10 minutes when you opened your eyes,, took one last look at me,, and then you peacefully passed away in my arms,, i was heartbroken,, why baby why did you have to go,, doctors and nurses were round your bed trying to bring you back,, they fought for 20 minutes but couldn't bring you back. I watched on as the doctor said 'time of death 1500 hours,, which meant 3 pm.

I was absolutley heartbroken,, you were such a perfect little boy and you only lived for a short 5 months,, but those 5 months were the best 5 months of my life. We arranged your funeral, 3 weeks after you passed away, the coroner told us that you had passed away from organ failure,, your oragans began to fail when you were 4 months old. I couldn't believe it,, you were in my arms for 5 months,, and then i had to say goodbye.

Your funeral was beautiful,, i carried you into the church and grandad carried you out,, i couldn't carry you out little man i just couldn't it was to hard. Aunty Gemma read out a beautiful poem, i can't remember it but i know it was beautiful,, and i to read otut a speech,, you were my little prince Kyle,, and i miss you so much i know its been 3 years since you passed away but i can not understand why you left me so soon. Then i tell my slef its because you were a perfect little boy who was to perfect to be with and god held out his hand to you and you took it and flew up to heaven to spend your days with him. I still wakeup at 5 am thinking that your crying and need feeding even to this day i do. If only you were here now baby,, you would be having a little brother or sister for i am 17 weeks pregant with my 3rd child,, i was supposed to be having twins but sadly i miss carried one. You made me so proud to be your mummy,, you fought like a little trouper. Now Baby,, i know i am not with you but Aunty Gemma and Grandad have taken the hand of God to come and live with you,, so please little man find them and live happily with them,, hold their hands and never let go,, there will come a day when i reunite with you but for now,, stay safe and watch over me and your family and please help me to keep my little one safe whos inside mummys tummy,, make me proud Kyle and shine as bright as you can as a star in the night sky,, i will know that its you Kyle because you will be the brightest star in the sky.

God bless you little man,, sleep tight Baby. We will be together so day soon.

Love you so much Kyle and missing you even more.
Take care and play in heavens garden.

Hugs and kisses from me to you to tell you that i am safe and well and to keep you warm.

Love From

Mummy

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BIG HUGS KYLE

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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰

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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰

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Sylvie Belanger

April 22, 2011

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ALL MY LOVE WISH YOU WHERE HEAR
WITH US TODAY BUT ALL OF YOU ARE
OUR HEARTS WHERE YOUR ALWAYS BE
BIG HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY WE SEND OUR
LOVE TO YOU XXX AND HUGS TO ALL OF
YOU TAKE CARE BYE FOR NOW LOVE
FROM ME SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA
BELANGER AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF
ALBERT AND MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER

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Sylvie Belanger

April 22, 2011

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Kyle "
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 10, 2010

God needed an angel in heaven

When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.

Helen Steiner Rice

Caroline Ramshaw

May 30, 2010

♥ღ♥ The Place Where Little Babies Go ♥ღ♥

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Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true,
Where teddy bears put on a show
In the place where little babies go.
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Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, Soothing lullaby,
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
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Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey,
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
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Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mummy and daddy walk through its door,
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.♥ ღ
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♥ღ♥ Tiny Angels ♥ღ♥

Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".♥ღ♥
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☆ LOVE TO YOU ☆
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You are my little prince
But you’re in heaven now
I dream that I could hold you
I wish that I knew how
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You will always be my prince
I’ll always keep you in my heart
Until some day I see you
Then we won’t be apart
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So be happy little prince
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till we meet again
I will send you daily love.
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♥ღ♥ Goodnight Godbless Kyle ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥ღ♥

Tina Coulson

April 22, 2009

♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ HEAVEN ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earths murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers
The children are Heaven's treasure.

Amanda Baird

April 22, 2009

sweet dreams kyle on your angel day, look after mummy up there with you.
fly high little man.

Amanda-Jane Prince (Godmother)

April 22, 2009

A golden heart stopped beating,
Two smiling eyes at rest,
God broke your familys hearts to prove to them,
He only takes the best.
SWEET DREAMS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.XxXxXxXx

Jacqueline Outram

February 20, 2009

Happy Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day Sweetheart
Hope you are safe and well and looking after Mummy and your little sister Nicola.
Take care little man, sleep tight.
love from
Aunty Amanda
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Amanda-Jane Prince (Godmother)

February 14, 2009

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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.




If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.

If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.

If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.



Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.

Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.



As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.

I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day

Marie-Angela Rowe

January 1, 2009
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