| Location | Glossop |
| Age | 5 months |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 10/11/2005 |
| Date of Death | 22/04/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,890 since 31/08/2008 |
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Kyle Adam-James,, Born on he 10th of November 2005,, I was so happy when he was born,, he was the
best thing that had happened to me,, i know at the time i was at a young age of 16 but my life was
filled with joy when i first found out you i was pregant with you.
Your Story starts on the day i found out i was pregnant,, not realising that i was pregnant i had
put lots of weight on and started to get really bad stomach cramps,, so as you do i went to the
doctors and they confirmed to me that i was 5 months pregnant,, when i told your daddy the great
news he just simply turned round and said that you wasn't his and he moved to spain. I didn't need
him any way,, it was just going to be you and my family. I carried you for 6 months and then my
waters broke, nanny and grandad took me to the hospital where it took 4 hours to give bitrh to you.
Before i got chance to see you they whisked you off. For you see your lungs had not developed
properly and therefore you could not breath on your own. They finally let me see you and you were
such a beautiful baby,, i just wanted to hold you and take you home. You spent a month in hospital
where you were constantly watched. Then they told me you could come home,, i was over the moon. I
took you home on the 29th of December,, i decided to make that day christmas day for you because you
were in hospital on christmas day,, i so wish you was at home that day. A month went by,, one
morning i woke up at 5 am as you always wanted a feed at that time,, when i didn't hear you crying i
got up and went to have a look at you,, you weren't breathing,, i called for an ambulance and they
came straight away. They took you to the hospital where i was told you had to be but on a life
support machine to keep you alive,, you spent a month on life suport machine when i decided that it
was not fair to keep you alive as you couldn't breathe on you own and your heart wouldn't beat on
its own so on the 30th of January 2006 doctors swithced off the machine,, but to our amazment and my
joy,, you began to breathe on your own. It was a miracle,, i was filled with joy and happiness and i
cried tears of joy because my little boy was a fighter. However it was not all done,, the doctors
found out that you had a whole in your heart and had to have a transplant imediatley. You had your
transplant on the 5th February and it all went well,, all the time you were in hospital i never left
your side,, they finally let you come home. But 2 days after you had been able to come home you were
back in again,, you had various infections. They told me to brace my self for thr worst case
scenario,, i couldn't believe it. But you battled it and were allowed home on the 19th of March. I
was so happy that i had you at home once again. Nanny and Grandad & Aunty Gemma & Alex were so happy
aswell you were such a beautiful baby. However on the 16th April 2006,, i awoke with a strange
felling it was 3 am and i just felt something had happened,, i got up and went to your cot. i picked
you up and you weren't breathing but you still had a pulse, i rung an ambulance and they came out as
soon as they could,, Nanny came in the ambulance with me and you,, while Grandad followed in the car
with Aunty Gemma & Alex And Uncle Ben who was only 2 at the time. We got to the hospital,, the
doctors managed to get you breathing again but your heart was beating only 20 times a minute. You
fought for 6 days,, on the 5th day your heart beat was 30 beats a minute but on the 22nd of April
2006 i picked you up to change your clothes,, they didn't like me changing your clothes but i was
you mummy and it was my job to do so. So on the 22nd of April around 2 pm i picked you up to change
your clothes,, i changed your clothes,, you were fast asleep,, i held you in my arms for at least 10
minutes when you opened your eyes,, took one last look at me,, and then you peacefully passed away
in my arms,, i was heartbroken,, why baby why did you have to go,, doctors and nurses were round
your bed trying to bring you back,, they fought for 20 minutes but couldn't bring you back. I
watched on as the doctor said 'time of death 1500 hours,, which meant 3 pm.
I was absolutley heartbroken,, you were such a perfect little boy and you only lived for a short 5
months,, but those 5 months were the best 5 months of my life. We arranged your funeral, 3 weeks
after you passed away, the coroner told us that you had passed away from organ failure,, your
oragans began to fail when you were 4 months old. I couldn't believe it,, you were in my arms for 5
months,, and then i had to say goodbye.
Your funeral was beautiful,, i carried you into the church and grandad carried you out,, i couldn't
carry you out little man i just couldn't it was to hard. Aunty Gemma read out a beautiful poem, i
can't remember it but i know it was beautiful,, and i to read otut a speech,, you were my little
prince Kyle,, and i miss you so much i know its been 3 years since you passed away but i can not
understand why you left me so soon. Then i tell my slef its because you were a perfect little boy
who was to perfect to be with and god held out his hand to you and you took it and flew up to heaven
to spend your days with him. I still wakeup at 5 am thinking that your crying and need feeding even
to this day i do. If only you were here now baby,, you would be having a little brother or sister
for i am 17 weeks pregant with my 3rd child,, i was supposed to be having twins but sadly i miss
carried one. You made me so proud to be your mummy,, you fought like a little trouper. Now Baby,, i
know i am not with you but Aunty Gemma and Grandad have taken the hand of God to come and live with
you,, so please little man find them and live happily with them,, hold their hands and never let
go,, there will come a day when i reunite with you but for now,, stay safe and watch over me and
your family and please help me to keep my little one safe whos inside mummys tummy,, make me proud
Kyle and shine as bright as you can as a star in the night sky,, i will know that its you Kyle
because you will be the brightest star in the sky.
God bless you little man,, sleep tight Baby. We will be together so day soon.
Love you so much Kyle and missing you even more.
Take care and play in heavens garden.
Hugs and kisses from me to you to tell you that i am safe and well and to keep you warm.
Love From
Mummy
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♥ღ♥ The Place Where Little Babies Go ♥ღ♥
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Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true,
Where teddy bears put on a show
In the place where little babies go.
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Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, Soothing lullaby,
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
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Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey,
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
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Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mummy and daddy walk through its door,
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.♥ ღ
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♥ღ♥ Tiny Angels ♥ღ♥
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".♥ღ♥
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☆ LOVE TO YOU ☆
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…..*..lovelovelo…* ***♥♥ Heaven`s Little Prince ♥♥
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You are my little prince
But you’re in heaven now
I dream that I could hold you
I wish that I knew how
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You will always be my prince
I’ll always keep you in my heart
Until some day I see you
Then we won’t be apart
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So be happy little prince
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till we meet again
I will send you daily love.
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♥ღ♥ Goodnight Godbless Kyle ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥ღ♥
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ HEAVEN ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
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Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earths murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers
The children are Heaven's treasure.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Two smiling eyes at rest,
God broke your familys hearts to prove to them,
He only takes the best.
SWEET DREAMS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.XxXxXxXx
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day Sweetheart
Hope you are safe and well and looking after Mummy and your little sister Nicola.
Take care little man, sleep tight.
love from
Aunty Amanda
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
This Tribute Is For This Weekend A Little Longer Than Usual. Sorry It's So Early I've Got A Busy Weekend Ahead
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I will light my candles as usual on Sunday
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
Little did we know that morning
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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